friends is bullshit

aku tak pernah percaya dgn perkataan kawan, sbb aku tahu kalau kawan dgn perempuan mesti ada yg kutuk belakang lah buat cerita lah. kawan dgn perempuan memang leceh! thats why aku prefer alone, i mean not that alone. i have my family and my boyfriend, they mean a lot to me. hilang diaorg, hilang lah tempat mengadu aku..

zaman sekolah

haha ni nak cerita masa sekolah dulu, masa form 1-4 aku sekolah smk cochrane. masa tu sumpah nakal, ponteng sekolah lah vandelisme lah. gaduh lah, senang cerita memang nakal lah. asik muka aku je kt bilik disiplin, sampai lah pindah sekolah baru smk dato lokman. ha masa ni dah form 5 dah pra matang sikit so ok lah kan. masuk masuk je memang mcm mcm dugaan, entah apa lah org tak suka aku agaknya. ada ke patut diaorg conteng meja aku lah buang kertas exam aku lah, cakap aku nak sailang bf diaorg lah. gunakan kawan aku sendiri lah. and many mores. kalau nak ikutkan mental ni memang koyak ah aku. tapi steady je sampai lah akhir tahun alhamdulillah org dah boleh terima aku sikit2, aku pulak jenis yg tak kisah pun org suka aku ke benci aku ke i dont give a damn. sejak mengamalkan sikap pergi mampus ni makin ceria aku hahah kbye

my life, my rules👌🏼

this is my life, nobody can stop me from what im doing. if you wanna judge then go ahead i dont mind. i do whats make me happy and just keep my circle small. i dont fucking care of your bullshit opinion ☺️

job interview

this saturday ada interview cabin crew air asia, nervous sangat ok. idk what to feel, harap harap dapatlah. hope my dreams came true amin

my dreams ☁️

everybody have their own dreams, well deep inside my heart. i dream of being success. i mean who doesn't? in my story, since i was young i want to be a young sucess business woman. any business will be ok. some people think that i cant do this and that because im not that smart. but i trust in allah he have his plan. hari ni orang cakap kita esok lusa who knows? 

my one and only 🐒

so this is my boyfriend, since i just got my blog back and im in the mood for writing an essay about him so yeah.. for the very first time i met him, is at my school which is at SMK Datok Lokman. I'm freshman there, was only 17. masa tu ada koko thinggy to settle lah, tengah duduk kumpul ramai ramai tu suddenly ada org baling batu kecik kecik kt perhimpunan tu tahu kan? haha dah lah baling banyak kali eyy geram je 😑 so i turn around and i saw jai (his friend) kenal jai dah lama dah since main fixie haha ok enough about jai. masa tu tak perasan lagi dia sbb tak tengok him pun, tengok jai je. excited kemain lagi lah nampak jai sbb lama tak jumpa kan. just senyum jelah. then esok tu koko, habis koko tetiba ada mamat ni follow. stalk gambar2 dia oh budak lokman, tak tahu lagi masa tu dia kawan jai. he tweeted "haih penatnya hari ni" and saje lah tegur him kan sampai bila nak buat bodoh. i try to be friendly with everyone. lama lama tweet punya tweet day by day he end up minta my bb pin. i was oh ok bagilah kan. oh and i forgot, lepas balik sekolah memang ada tuition standard lah nak spm katakan. so pergilah for the first day tu, habis tuition lepak kt counter with my friend puteri and i saw jai intai luar class looking for remote aircond haha suddenly dia keluar dari class. ofkoz lah terkejut iolls, and he looked at me and smile.and i was like okay.. awkward haha. that night dia ajak jumpa at tuition esok. aku dah mcm org gila dah kibut gila, dah lah tengah hodoh. damn! tapi gigih gak lah esok tu gi tuition jumpa dia dgn jai kt tangga tuition haha gi minum jap kt mamak bawah. duduk je semua krik krik damn awkward weh 😂 borak sikit2 je pasal tuition then naik tuition balik. day by day dah start lepak berdua makan kt tesco, oh btw nama tuition tu profesional near tesco ampang. makin lama makin suka, andddd poof! 14/02/13 yes valentine day, officially together dah till now & forever always insyallah ❤️ so tu jelah kot haha hambar kan k tahu but at least aku bahagia kbye 😘

just got my account back! yay 😅

hahaha ok dont laugh on my previous post i was only 15/16 so yeah 😂 btw i will keep updating since i got my account back yay! 👏🏼